Today I spoke with a friend who knows me well but she was one of those friends who you rarely saw me with, for no reason other than when we got together we would just sit and talk for hours and eat. She’s has a beautiful soul and light that i loved being around,
However in some of my really dark days I pushed her away. I didn’t think I could talk or her, or anyone, I felt like a burden, even though she’d tried to reach out to me. I stopped all contact, I was just in so much internal pain and didn’t know how to express it.
Strangely enough, after a few years today we got back in contact she weirdly appeared in my dreams last night and in it, I apologised for going missing like I had done. So when I saw her on my Facebook today I commented that she appeared in my dream.
I feared she may ignore the comment i made, but true to her kind ways she messaged me privately to see how i was doing, i told her that i had been in a dark place and how sorry I was for cutting contact with her like i did.
She in turn apologised for not chasing me further, as she knew something was wrong, even though that wasn’t the case at all, and at that moment i thanked god that i have friends like this, who don’t leave me in my dark days or the days that I don’t please them.
I’m so thankful for the people that stick around after knowing the good, bad and ugly about me. Strangely sometimes its the people you never thought it would be x